All I wanted to do when I got home was write a 700 word essay about how $500 would help me achieve my dreams for a meager chance to win the said $500. That's how desperate I am for money. Instead I'm going to blog about how much I hate my life, because it seems that that's all I'm really good at.
All I ever hear is what people need from me. Whether it's idiot customers, my idiot bosses, or my idiot family, they all want something from me all the time. No one ever stops to ask me if I need anything. No one bothers to take my needs into account. Instead of "Hey, are you okay today," or "Is there anything I can do to make your situation better," it's always "Smile Rich," and "I don't want you to be so moody (presumably because it makes my mother look bad to other people)."
Do you know what I want? I want to move on with my life. I want to get the fuck out of my parents house. I want to tell my boss (take your pick) to fuck himself over the PA on a busy day. I want people to start respecting my time. I want people to start respecting me, as a person, and stop talking to me condescendingly. I want to go to college completely free like many of the people I know who didn't work for it. I want a cushy job, getting paid $11 an hour for data entry. I want something completely different.
I'm tired and I'm annoyed at the crappy job I'm stuck at and I can't take it anymore.
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Ur life sucks! At least that's what you make it seem. Well hang in there and try to come out of your comfort zone and do something different you think you might enjoy.. Life is to short to b less than happy.. Do what u gotta do cuz no one can change ur life but u.. And remember there's always someone worse off than u..no more pity parties it's time or u to really party .. Celebrate ur life .. If you can stand some people in your life see less of them and make new friends that u enjoy and care for and tht feel the same for u.. Good luck man.. Hope u find what u lookin for.. Peace
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