Saturday, January 20, 2007

Update

I've been really depressed for the last couple days and I don't know why. Being away from Jason is part of it, but there's something else. Debby hasn't directly done anything to me for a while, so that's not it. It's just that sometimes people make me feel like everything I do is a waste of time. I make plans to work on a lot of things during the day, but then I let one person ruin all of it. It's partially my fault for spreading myself too thin, but only so much of the blame can go to me. Or maybe it's all my fault. I don't know.

I really do miss Jason. I'd give anything to just be able to sit down with him and play Scrabble or something. We talk every day, but it's not the same.

Somebody...cheer me up. Please?

6 comments :

  1. I wish I could cheer you up, Babe. I really do. :( I can't wait until we're together again!

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  2. I can't wait until we're together again either. I love you so much.

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  3. Hey, hobo man
    Hey, Dapper Dan
    You've both got your style
    But Brother,
    You're never fully dressed
    Without a smile!

    Your clothes may be Beau Brummelly
    They stand out a mile --
    But Brother,
    You're never fully dressed
    Without a smile!

    Who cares what they're wearing
    On Main Street,
    Or Saville Row,
    It's what you wear from ear to ear
    And not from head to toe
    (That matters)

    So, Senator,
    So, Janitor,
    So long for a while
    Remember,
    You're never fully dressed
    Without a smile!

    Ready or not, here he goes
    Listen to Bert
    Tap his smilin' toes

    Doo doodle-oo doo
    Doo doodle-oo doo
    Doo doo doo doo
    Doo doo doo doo
    Your clothes may be Beau Brummelly
    They stand out a mile
    But, bother
    You're never fully dressed
    You're never dressed
    Without an

    S-M-I-L-E.
    Smile darn ya smile.

    That matters
    So Senator
    So Janitor
    So long for a while

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  4. Wow! The S really does stand for sunshine!

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  5. *Smile like you mean it* Woooooo...

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  6. I told you, Julie Sunshine Emerick

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